Lyrics:
ああ... もう死にたいな
ああ... まだ生きたいな
死にたい...
「死にたいやつはこの指とまれ」
愛、黒く染まった
身も心も投げ出して
なぜ生まれる場所も見た目も
選べないの?
ああ... もう死にたいな
幸せはなぜ逃げてくの?
ああ... もう死にたいな
堕ちていく私を笑って?
愛に溺れ夜に溺れ
キズをキスで埋め
抱いて泣いた私を歌にしないで?
金に溺れ欲に溺れ
「幸せ」 と笑う
夜の世界を私はまだ華麗に
泳げないから
愛、黒く染まった
身も心も投げ出して
なぜ生まれる場所も見た目も
選べない
灰、白く濁った理性も全て壊して
あなたの未来図に私だけがいない
ああ…もう死にたいな
幸せはなぜ逃げてくの?
ああ... もう死にたいな
堕ちていく私馬鹿ね
愛に溺れ夜に溺れ
キズをキスで埋め
抱いて泣いた私を歌にしないで?
金に溺れ欲に溺れ
「幸せ」 と笑う
夜の世界を私はまだ華麗に
泳げないから
愛に溺れ夜に溺れ
キズをキスで埋め
抱いて泣いた私を無駄にしないで?
金に溺れ欲に溺れ
「不幸だ」と憎む
夜の世界を私はもう綺麗に
泳げないから
Romaji:
Aah... Mou shinitai na
Aah... Mada ikitai na
shinitai...
"Shinitai yatsu wa kono yubi tomare"
Ai, kuroku somatta
mi mo kokoro mo nagedashite
naze umareru basho mo mitame mo
erabenai no?
Aah... Mou shinitai na
shiawase wa naze nigete ku no?
Aah... Mou shinitai na
ochite iku watashi wo waratte?
Ai ni obore yoru ni obore
kizu wo kisu de ume
daite naita watashi wo uta ni shinaide?
Kane ni obore yoku ni obore
"shiawase" to warau
yoru no sekai wo watashi wa mada karei ni
oyogenai kara
Ai, kuroku somatta
mi mo kokoro mo nagedashite
naze umareru basho mo mitame mo
erabenai
hai, shiroku nigotta risei mo subete kowashite
anata no miraizu ni watashidake ga inai
Aah… mou shinitai na
shiawase wa naze nigete ku no?
Aah... mou shinitai na
ochite iku watashi baka ne
Ai ni obore yoru ni obore
kizu wo kisu de ume
daite naita watashi wo uta ni shinaide?
Kane ni obore yoku ni obore
"shiawase" to warau
yoru no sekai wo watashi wa mada karei ni
oyogenai kara
Ai ni obore yoru ni obore
kizu wo kisu de ume
daite naita watashi wo muda ni shinaide?
Kane ni obore yoku ni obore
"fukouda" to nikumu
yoru no sekai wo watashi wa mou kirei ni
oyogenai kara
English
Aah... I wanna die already
Aah.. I wanna live again
I want to die...
"Those who want to die, lets all come together here" (*)
Love, has been tainted black
I'd sacrifice my body and soul
The place we are born, and the way we look like
Why is it that we can't chose it?
Aah... I wanna die already
Why does happiness keep running away from me?
Aah.. I wanna die already
Aren't you just going to make fun of my downfall?
I'm drowning in love, indulging in this night
Cover those scars with kisses
When you hugged me, didn't you want me to sing a song to you while I cried?
I wallow in money, lose my head over the greed
this "happiness", you ridiculed it
Because I'm still not able to swim magnificently trough this nightlife
Love, has been tainted black
I'd sacrifice my body and soul
The place we are born, and the way we look like
Why is it that we can't chose it?
Ashes, the reasons on why my innocence became impure are entirely destroyed
I'm just not a part of your future plans
Aah... I wanna die already
Why does happiness keep running away from me?
Aah.. I wanna die already
I'm such a moron for falling so deep, right?
I'm drowning in love, indulging in this night
Cover those scars with kisses
When you hugged me, didn't you want me to sing a song to you although I cried?
I wallow in money, lose my head over the greed
our "happiness", you ridiculed it
Because I'm still not able to swim magnificently trough this nightlife
I'm drowning in love, indulging in this night
Cover those scars with kisses
When you slept with me, while I was crying, wasn't I of use for you?
I wallow in money, lose my head over the greed
"This is an disaster" , I say hatefully
Because I won't be able to swim beautifully trough the nights of this world anymore
(*) "Kono Yubi Tomare" seems to be the name of a game where a child would raise one of it's fingers while the others have to try to catch and hold onto it
